Wednesday, 10 September 2014

Ejaculation as it's priceless procedures.
(explicit words content, parental guidance is advice, must be read by 18 and above)
It is the time when you saw your partner being playful, and somehow you never even thought of thinking that he might be missing something.
When that wiener enlarged and you just want to grab and play with it, "oh my that country sausage is so saucy" or NOT
Is it when you hold on that balls and lick it tightly with all your mouth full of saliva.
being a whore is a job, in it's finest...the exception of being on the fun and having fun is most likely unquestionable as a need and as a functional human being "you just have to suck all you can just to juice down that toy"
Penises got different sizes and color, some doesn't washed so it stank like a rotten hell from the Grim's cabinet, it is when your hand over that skin that will sooner grow as your heat penetrates that skin and you just want it so bad like you never gave a head before.
And what about having a lesbian room mate, isn't that amazing when they play with their cunt...and the need to have another hand to do the job is such a wetness by touch.
"and when you lick it you just can feel the oozing texture and the aroma of having the whole cunt in your face...."
Vagina is a word that describe that space where a douche and fingers can occupy as long and as hard as it gets.
when you pump that finger inside and when that cream flow out on those itchy fingers, you just need to suck all that then wave the hand again downward and playing slowly and smoothly along on the sides of those fat labia. And that clitoris, how well can you deal with that little ball of fun? you don't play with it with your fingers better lick it smoothly with that tongue.
The urge of heat of ejaculating...every now and then, you pump and scroll with that heat like you have never burst out all that sweat and excitement.

Friday, 8 August 2014

Paradise within your reach

is that a buzzing sound of a frigid mind, telling me how incapable life can be most of the time?
Wait...did I used the word incapable?
an adjective?
well exactly my point, how can life be incapable by means of retrieving all, like vivid and a blazing light that your eyes can't even see.

knocking on a door with a swept on the floor
knock' knock'
fuck out that man who shut it generously banged on my ear
I hate the sound of that wide gruesome moan.
"hey!!!FUCKERS...people...here"
"yoooohooo"
then he went up and slammed the door again.
did I heard the woman yelled
I did and it smashed out all what the man have.
"so you got sex again, in my own bed and covers?"

usual thoughts right where your mind can imagine.
did they even see that word lines within their connection on how bad as a human they can be?
so incapable of the standards of knowing how cruel a basic life most of the time...


to be continued.....


Sunday, 16 February 2014

That thing...

It is when you knew how passion strikes against your wrist,
knowing how your heart beats faster for every glimpse..
when you see the sky floats within,
giving some strength towards those fist

the founded glory upon the story
never had forgotten the love upon
bluntly granted, driven and stab
for my heart would not see whom you are for

for this I know how clear the sky can be
granules from mid air blooms upon
golden stars that never fails
how far can your lust be embraced

I love you
I love you
for who you are
I don't know how
tears have fallen
sadness and coldness
how would i bare to hold by far

and when you see how deep things can be
might have feel how magic can be gone
frigid loneliness empties your soul
flaming emotions, I can't just tell




Friday, 9 August 2013

and then....there are those so called 'NOT SO STUPID EMPLOYERS BUT EXAGGERATED EMPLOYERS!"

back in the days when I was in college...

"you can't have a job yet, you need to finish college"

That's what my mother used to say during those times, I have tried to finish college, yes I did, but the problem is college did not want me that much...(the course I took I really don't want..but money matters when it comes to college the reason why I still took it).

BUT!!! with all words capitalized, I can assure you that all my papers are authenticated (except for some that I threw already, but not that exaggerated like I have graduated from HARVARD university or something...)

Now a days, employers look for
HAVE AT LEAST 5 YEARS EXPERIENCE...( seriously) 
VACANT JOB: Floor Manager (literally who sweeps floors)

NEED TO HAVE GRADUATED FROM COLLEGE TWO TO FOUR YEARS
VACANT JOB: Factory Worker

and etc. and many more that are in appropriate when rendering the qualities that a "MUST" for that vacant JOB...
FACT: Because of that, some people are forced to falsify their documents, like their diplomas... and certificates, (why the hell do they do that? it's because they want to be hired on that stupid job who only give a cent to dollar per hour, in doing 9 to 16 hours a day, plus no day off in seven days mostly).
lately there are literally some countries around the world who are forced to minimize their workers, by forcing them to quit their jobs, and hire another ones while adjusting their budgets from the wages that they are usually rendering, why? because they need to save their companies first before their employees. Because of the recessions, economical deflation, adjustments in everything, in general the ECONOMICAL CRISIS.
Some companies or firms does all their hiring by contracts, even if they offer the smallest wages, CONTRACTUAL AGENCIES are MOSTLY in the middle of those, which mostly happens to have a larger share in the employees wages than what they receive as the hard working worker everyday.
end on the reason why MOST PEOPLE| ARE LITERALLY JOBLESS!!!

QUESTION: why do some of those employers, ask to much,LIKE CERTIFICATES, DIPLOMAS AND EXPERIENCES, that are not even necessary on the job description itself, and why do you have to ask for anything that you gradually don't give a fuck to research or to track if their documents are authentic or not, I mean what the fuck do you supposed to point out on that?  

Well here's the truth!!!MOST OF YOUR APPLICANTS HAPPENS TO HAVE A FALSIFIED DOCUMENTS! and most of your employees that are already hired are FAKE! "their documents are not real".

Please be advised that I do not accept your reason of being just FORMAL AND OFFICIAL that is why YOU NEED TO ASK FOR THOSE! (fags!)

***Employers need to adjust on what and who they are looking for, not on who and what they can have if they got those people in their company for some are just plain suckers, or has a connection on the bosses that is why they are hired and usually called.
some are hired not to sit on those chairs but to sit on their bosses dicks. If you know what I mean ( not all people are that clean...reality bites).

some are plain stupid, that they believe in whatever their contractual agents say after being hired and whine or complain when they are in their jobs, guess what EMPLOYEE!!!"MOST EMPLOYERS DON'T GIVE A FUCK ON WHAT OR HOW YOU FEEL BECAUSE ALL THEY WANT TO KNOW IS HOW YOU SERVE THEM OR BRING MONEY  TO THEM!" 

So it is really clear that you as an employer really need to adjust some procedures that will make you future applicants believe you in such a way that you are all REALLY FORMAL AND OFFICIALLY LEGAL.

Reminds me somehow...when I was in a certain place, (kinda complicated so I won't tell) , they have this form just to be reactive in a certain thing, so I need to fill up the form, and done that, but for almost FOUR FUCKING times that I  gone back on that stupid line just because I forgot to answer some of the questions that are on that freaking form, but then again I pause for awhile and read all the questions in the form and realized that "MOST QUESTIONS ON THAT FORM ARE REALLY NOT NECESSARY TO ANSWER AND SO IRRELEVANT AND REDUNDANT". Reason why the line on that section are longer than a burger stand that is in a field where all people are STARVING to death!like a death roll or a death march or a fucking starvation for centuries line to be literal (so like them I redundantly said that).

Or the stupid COURSES IN COLLEGE WHERE YOU HAVE THOSE MAJOR AND MINOR SUBJECTS THAT ARE ADDED UP ON YOUR LIST, AND ADDED UP ON YOUR BUDGET as well TO BE PAID OF COURSE, VERY IRRELEVANT AND REDUNDANT, LIKE YOU NEED TO TAKE 3 VOLUMES OF ENGLISH SUBJECTS OR 4 VOLUMES OF MATH WHILE YOUR COURSE IS LIKE JUST A CLEANER IN A MOTHER FUCKING HOTEL! (actually that is my course, and undergraduate from it), why oh why please tell me?!( in the Philippines yes those were FACTS if you are in COLLEGE)

Today education here in the Philippines, are added up...from elementary to college, good thing that there are still public schools, so studying with additional grade level are still kinda handy in a way, but the fact when you reached college, some made it literally like a business.

SO YOU CAN'T STOP SOME PEOPLE TO WHINE ABOUT FALSIFIED CERTIFICATES AND DIPLOMAS, FOR SOME PARENTS WORKED hard AND PAID real MONEY, JUST TO HAVE THEIR KIDS A GREATER EDUCATION FOR A JOB THAT THEY NEEDED IN THE FUTURE "I got a kid, and until now, it is so damn hard to look for a job, because of the competitions, and mostly fake competitors". 




Sunday, 7 April 2013

HOW TO SUCK A COCK?!(rated X, below 18 is not applicable to read even with parents consent)


Paalala/ NOTE: STRIKTONG PASINTABI SA MGA SALITA O KATAGA NA HINDI ANGKOP SA MGA BATA,(NOT APPLICABLE FOR KIDS UNDER 18 YEARS OF AGE)

KINDLY CHECK BEFORE PROCEEDING, NOT APPLICABLE TO NARROW HEADED FREAKS AND DOES NOT ENJOY READING GREEN WITH SENSIBLE MESSAGE TO APPLY IN EVERYDAY LIVING.(READERS BRAIN GYM MODE)

Can you sense it? when you put your hands on those jeans, do feel that bump?...like it was there just waiting for you all the time?, A girl was asked by her friend on how did she do it in a single stroke of using all but her mouth.

Isn't that annoying that sometimes people are used to ask other friends how they do some weird stuffs with their partners in bed and in anywhere they feel the urge of doing so.

I smelled his jeans then use my teeth to open those zippers, and continued smelling and biting those meat, while it was all exposed on my face. it was so fat and so big as it hardened, I have never seen such a huge cock like that. she replied as she gently faces her friend and smiled.

The smell, it's like a cotton fresh with the slight scent of the soap that he used in his garments, his undies are really catching my tongue as i bite every inch of his meat, he struggled yes he did, and he just said one word, "uhhhhmmmn" was that a word?. Then there he was the 4 inch began  to grow suffocating my nose like i want more. the head even showed along that garter, then i slowly remove...slowly in a very juicy tasty way that my mouth began to drool with more saliva, then i see heaven. a great big, fat heaven.

I was astonished as he looked my way knowing that I was clinging unto his newly shaved balls, like a fish head I began to sucks more of it, as he shouted "FUCK!?"...did he just shouted my orgasm very well, while I am playing with my other lips. I began to lower down his jeans while i'm still swallowing his big juicy reddish soft balls..."oh I just love the scent of his mouth watering pre ejaculation  that glides on my forehead."
I began to raise my head while looking at his eyes like he was waiting for my next move, then just so the magic wand grew up like a big nasty wand that just want to stick in any part of my holes, my other lips is in the juiciest state while he wants to grab and reach it. I began to place myself in a position that he can reach my cunt, the smell lingers on and I can see his face drooling like a wild beast that never tasted some lubricating soft reddish pussy ever before. 

We gone 69, very easy and smooth, a lavishing ride with his huge tongue that keeps on moving inside and out of my  wet goodies."uuuuhhhh my fucking GAWD!" 
I continued sucking his massive cock, licking and swallowing the juices of that pre ejaculated loli was so good , and as I suck more he suck more too.

I continued all and he just grab me pulled me upward to position my cunt on his massive truck," uhhhhh sooo good!"
"urgh!" and he did just got the spot on my anal, never noticed how it was, felt so good that made me wet from my anus to my pussy..."ohhhh just love you fucking me like that!"
we went on as he pulled out and just so continued to trail along my wet hole, the right spot, just when I felt so relaxed in a away he was touching my pussie's face and the inner thin soft like cover of it very gentle while putting all his stuff inside of me, remarkably I am so capable of tolerating the deep penetration of a 8 and a half inch, and 4 inch wide cock inside of me, like I am just riding a horse.
we continued all and i just can't stop feeling my inner most sensual orgasm like will soon almost sooner to burst,"calm down baby let me in", he did say the magic word "uhh I'm coming", like I never moan that much before....
then I just burst inside and he did too, on my mouth.
as he pulled me out and stand straight to aim his cock right infront of my mouth, as he explode. he explode like a water hose that so good, unto my whole face like I am just having thick creamy milk mask, "taste so good I swallowed every bit of it"
every inch of his cock I then lick again all over  and over again.And I just can't stop like I  do really want some more.

(next scene please...)





Thursday, 31 January 2013

sex sex sex and other sort of gadgets use for sex, outspoken, untold.


In our country (here in the Philippines) using some sex toys are like disgrace and very unpleasant to the eyes of mostly old school people...
They said that most of those ways have been brought by the "western culture". Then a part of me want to ask them from what era have they come from?
I for myself would like to ask which do most people preffer?having sex with different partners or spending a 2-3 thousand pesos of money just for toys?
Then as they gradually invert some misunderstanding behaviours about that subject, may I please ask again into what era have they come from?
Why do they need to ask you if why are you such a nymph to tolerate yourself from having sex?
Then I would ask them back again...why do you have to put your nose on my shit?!

Some people like mostly raised from provinces and not so urbanized areas, they don't even know what condom is for? then as you gaze upon their doors  you can see their children like a stair case regarding the age and a basketball team regarding the number, you would think that somehow they are like gremlins who just popped out from elsewhere everytime their mother felt that wetness. 
Now a days you could buy condoms everywhere, and just go on a health center to be injected with a contraseptive (those medicinal things can stop you from having babbies like a pig) and you don't even have to pay that much.

but... as I dwell on that, and as I said, they don't know what condoms are for, means...they don't know sex toys either.
as I squeeze myself on the side where I used to grew up, being a Catholic... "OH MY GOD I AM A COMPLETE SINNER!" They don't recognize or accept using one of those.
When God said be fruitfull, did he mean also to populate the whole area as in populate with the meaning be full of people everywhere, and if you can't feed those kill them?and if you can't support those abort them? Isn't that killing is a major sin?

In regards to using sex toys, we people have  that so called natural libido's and if you ain't got something like that on your system, damn!you are one hell of a frigid person.
sex is a very healthy way of releasing our natural source of heat from our body, which means that can make some of our unwanted fats burned.

almost most people grew up being so blinded by the term SEX and having SEX, for now a days, even our youngster can't understand the term in a more mind dominant way. maybe parents are so dominant also not to consider that fact every meal that they spent together on the dining room.

SEX is gradually practiced by all including little girls whom are ages 12 years old, to the fact they just did realized that their pussy can generate the red thing called menstruation, from the ovary...
(okay let's lighter the point on just a single sentence)"they just seen blood on their undies by that age!"
almost 1/4 of the global population(as of the news and untold realities) whom are amongst we called 12 to 16 years old have already lost that white thin thing(hymen) on their vagina by that age.
So what can the so called religions can insert and simplify that fact into a shorter distinct way of saying, the world is still normal, as long as our kids are safe...(wrong isn't it)

We as humans are commonly have that kind of problems especially if we got kids. but as they say, and very true. that it's all about the environment and the things that will sorround them, we cannot embrace the longing for the good factors that will benefit the sides of our kids forever. And if that things comes on a serious manner, let us just take a deep breath and serve that execution that we called "communication", because a violent reaction is not even considered to be an option, for that may cause some bad things on the flow of that emotional thing of our children, (well actually I am not a good or a perfect mother either infact I got tons of things to learn more about being a so called real parent) but, I am certain that I do think of that, which includes my worries on what and how should I even react also.

There we got the "kids"...

We are in the environment that we call CONVENTIONAL, who does not play and thought of that word to be SACRED, "oh my God".....I mean which part of the idea should we consider about AIDS, SEXUALLY TRANSMITTED DISSEAS and OVER POPULATION, so we can take risk of those things to have a legality in morality in our lives?
A dildo, a condom and other contraseptives? (well if you may ask me I am afraid to kill that's all I know) and everytime a news flash drops in about sexually transmitted disseases are kinda alarming isn't it?how can magic or a religious faith break that chain?(I AM NOT AGAINST ANY RELIGION) but I am just asking how?

Can tinkerbell just pop out and whisk a magic wand for that?or a faith healer? if so why some long aged ago personas died because of that disease?
Isn't that a crime to let them have those dissease?, for we can't stop them for having a short time of fun...
We are not born to stop an individual to what he or she can do as long as it is not illegal, and I am very sorry to say that SEX IS LEGAL.
well depends if a woman to a woman and a man to a man. so what if?

There we gone to the BISEXUAL people...

Kamasutra is open and almost all of us know what's the meaning of the word, well in general we just fuck and don't give shit! 
People whom are NORMAL GOT THE NEED FOR SEX! if you don't please do shut the fuck up!
Some people are just choosy,some people do that for curiosity, some do that for fun, and some for love, but love just ain't enough if you got sex with an empty pocket, so how would some hospitality girls, or as we call pick up girls go, BITCH THEY GOT A NEED! IF ONLY THE GOVERNMENT and some LOCAL BUSSINESS CAN EMBRACE THE WHOLE OF THEIR SUBORDINATING AREAS AND LOCATION, THEY WON'T GET A FUCK FOR MONEY (reality please not judgement)

There we gone to girls who got a work for doing sex...

To top that all, we will go back to title, (sex sex sex and other sort of gadgets use for sex, outspoken, untold)
 the ones we call gadgets can be helpfull, and the outspoken truth is that we always need protection, and the untold...we might ask why? why should you not understand the need of some people?
and how?how can you be close minded about the facts?

Thursday, 7 June 2012

HELL YEAH!I was told that I am to LOUD before when I was young and since then got a reputation for being more like a TRASHER or one of the DUDES, THAN A LADY LIKE.......... I MIGHT SAY, SO?! was that even been a big problem to your system and you want me to be a barbie like who's image is just smiling eventhough being strangled, hurt and pushed around as always!?I AM NO DOLL NOT EVEN A BARBIE!


(Hoy!Putang ina mo!lumaki ka sa hirap huwag kang magpakasosyal!lalo na kung alam mo hindi karapat dapat!) in english:"Oi, Mother fucker you lived your whole life since a child that was not so rich, so don't be faker to act like a socialite or something specialy when that is not appropriate to be like that on a certain manner"be real every people lives like a MONKEY sometimes and LIKE the VIKINGS!

How to act like a LADY LIKE?!well! well! well! I got no CLUE and I don't have time to be acting like I am, for my situation is not on that state either! I AM A BUM right now and even if I got a JOB I won't still be acting like that, reputations comes from what you have been doing to some people, and not being like one of those in a monarchy or something. I might be rude somehow but to be dainty and lady like on the inside!that I can't say!because FIRST OF ALL "I DO NOT LIKE GOSSIPS UNLESS I WAS AND BEEN TALKING FOR YOU FOR LIKE YEARS, OR YOU'RE ONE OF THE PEOPLE NEAR MY HOUSE THAT I ALWAYS SEE OR ONE OF MY OLD SCHOOLMATES".
SECOND OF ALL "I HATE DOLLS! I HATE WANNA BE DOLLS!".
and the rest goes to these. And for all I knew I spend most half of my life caring for other people rather than caring for my own family.

When I was like 7-8 years of age to be approximate, my mother keep on giving me DOLLS specially her most christmas gifts. One doll I remember was that doll wearing an english type of dress, "REALLY SCARED ME TO DEATH!" like whenever i see her she's like MOVING TOWARDS ME and wants to grab me (lol) but seriously I am not a GIRLY GIRL type, some people might say"OH!SHE GOT TONS OF CRUSHES AND SHE ADMIRES MOSTLY BOYS", but honestly I did not even have a boyfriend when I was in grade school till high school, I can't even benefit the fact to be one of the lesbians, who am I kidding, I might admire some girls but not that much, maybe wants to hide myself by being bullied that time.
I grew up in what they called almost a middle class family, with right manners, like you can't make me just go to somewhere when not invited, you can't make me go to someone else's room just like that or even inside someone else's house, just like that EVENTHOUGH you are the closest of my friends, If I won't be told to COME IN I won't, though like a typical type of a human being I eat in someone else's place same as I let them eat on my place. That's normal for me like what everybody else said GIVING some of what you have.

Then I grew up, then environment and curiosity change most part of me. HONESTLY"CHANGING IS THAT EASY FOR ME, FOR  WHEN COMEs TO EVERYTHING MOSTLY BAD PART OF LIFE I'M QUICKLY INFLUENCED AND I CAN'T SAY THAT I DID NOT LIKED THAT, for if I did not I won't be part of the bad system before where they said to be the MODERN TYPE OF KIDS. For many Being bad is what I always do, for the aspects of my reputation turned that way, but as that is I am quickly INFLUENCED IN A GOOD WAY TOO, mostly i act to be over exaggerated when I thought of such things. I don't know that just like me being me.

But for such things, I learned ALOT.  Even in the part of LOVING SOMEBODY! I learned that MOSTLY that LOVE JUST AIN"T ENOUGH TO...... FEED YOU, TO GIVE THINGS THAT YOU WANT AND NEED AND ETC.(mostly materials) lol. Considering that fact you need to exert some efforts of living too by HELPING YOUR PARTNER not to be just a FUCKING DOLL AND  BUM to him/her.

I SWEAR ALOT, my mouth is DIRTY and my hands as well, I am just a human being who has sense of being pissed mostly and has an urge of anger, I acted like a wild animal before when I am mad and very angry but that doesn't mean that I will never change, and that doesn't mean"I NEED TO CHANGE MOST OF THOSE TO HAVE A HAPPY EVER AFTER LIFE"I always see those words on a FAIRY TALE BOOK! and mostly fairy tales are like BORING!Isn't life that easy enough for a child who never do anything but to sit, eat, play, sleep and go to school, no PROBLEMS!so easy! in their eyes they don't know what money and what cleaning the house means.

Sometime I asked someone, what if some of those people who are well known to be RICH and FAMOUS does a part on living on some SLUMBERS!for YEARS! what would they look like? because I been out here with a broken faucet and shower just those things!"TRUST ME I EVEN CRIED FOR DAYS BECAUSE OF THAT"I am not that RICH I am a failure in such ways, but honestly that freaks me out like what the FUCK! what the HELL! MOTHERFUCKER! LIKE ALL THE SWEARING CAME OUT OF MY MOUTH OF EVERY FREAKING DAY!that was so hard!I can't do most of the CLEANING HOUSE PART and I can't do dishes, but I got nothing to do but to just agree because I got no job and if I got money that will not take that long.
And what if a guy marries someone who is rich like him then business failed job lost or monarchy drop outs. LOL! I mean what if?!THAT WOULD PROBABLY BE LIKE"NO MONEY NO HONEY!, NO NEW GADGETS NO HONEY!, NO JEWELRIES NO HONEY!, NO SET OF MAKE UPS, NO HONEY"BUT HONEY WE JUST FUCKED LAST NIGHT THO' YOU GAVE ME A BRAND NEW CAR! and that is the main reason why you NEED TO SIGN THIS DIVORCE PAPERS!lol
AND THE MAN KEEPS ON YELLING WHAT ABOUT!?"NO CLEAN HOUSE, NO JEWELRIES!, NO NUTRITIOUS COOKED FOOD, NO MONEY!, NO TAKING CARE OF THE KIDS, NO NEW THINGS!like your husband is your boss and you are the so called housemaid that do house chores basically  
(which is normal)while he provides things that will benefit you as a woman with a happy so called life!(that is not a fairy tale that is true)but for now a days to have some extra things both of you the man and the woman needs to work, extra things might be luxurious or not at least those things comes in handy without any hassles like being in debt or what ever.

So you see being LOUD! being a  brought up in a JUNGLE LIKE HUMAN BEING, being in what ever classes in life is NOT THE BASIC FOUNDATION TO GAIN SOMETHING TO YOURSELF, there are different causes  in life IN SUCH CLASSIFICATIONS that may occur and trust me being in PAIN, ANGER, POVERTY, DEBT, SICKNESS, and other unusual UNWANTED things IS NOT THAT EASY, THAT CAUSES EMOTIONAL TRAUMA TO ONESELF AS A HUMAN BEING. And emotional traumas is like LARGER THAN BEING BEATEN IT'S LIKE BEING BULLIED IN SUCH WAYS THAT YOU CAN'T EVEN ESCAPE, LIKE A MAIN THREAT TO SOMEBODY'S SANITY.
JUSTIFICATION TO SOMEONE ELSE IS NOT ACCEPTABLE LIKE"IF YOU CAN'T SAY ANYTHING NICE DON'T TALK OR EVEN COMMENT FOR THAT CAN BE A RESULT OF SOMEBODY ELSE'S PAIN IN A STATE OF WHAT THEY CALL SELF PITY OR WHATEVER SHE/HE'D BEEN GOING THROUGH."act ABNORMAL be a clown rather than a suspicious AGENT or a normal plank like human.

ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT THERE IS ALWAYS A REASON BEHIND FOR SOMEBODY TO CHANGE AND BE LIKE WHAT HE/SHE IS RIGHT NOW. So don't be nosy and act like'OH!I KNOW HER EVERSINCE SHE WAS A FETUS!"ASSHOLES SCUMBAGS FREAKAZOIDS!
FOR YOU CAN'T KNOW A PERSON IN JUST MONTHS, MOSTLY NOT EVEN YEARS FOR LIKE IN PEOPLE WHO WERE IN A RELATIONSHIP EVEN 10 OR MORE YEARS OF BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP IS NOT ENOUGH TO BE A SO CALLED GUIDELINE. PEOPLE CHANGE IN DIFFERENT ASPECTS SHE/HE MIGHT BE LIKE THAT BEFORE BUT WHEN SHE/HE BEEN IN SOMEWHERE/ELSEWHERE, you will just say "SHE/HE WASN'T LIKE THE PERSON I USED TO KNOW anymore".(to be continued........)